[	Current Mood	|	thankful	]
[	Current Music	|	rilo kiley- "silver lining"	]

ive officially been at urban outfitters for a year now. its funny to think how much one group of people can have such an impact and change your life. honestly i dont know where or what i would be doing if i didnt have the friends i met there. i love you guys so much. i literally spend so much of my time at work and am lucky enough to have amazing, crazy, slutty, creepy, fun people to work with. i still remember coming in for my first day scared shitless not knowing what to expect. becoming this attached was the least of my expectations. i owe my past year, chock full of fun, to you guys... from sushi dinners to wild house parties and from "fraternizing" to scissoring its all been a blast. we started off with well over 40 employees of which now there are only around 10 of us left. we've all become extremely close and created a little family of which i hope lasts. oh the good times we've had and the ones yet to've been had... i love you all sooooo so much!

ps- yeah i miss him.

is a little sad.
my eyes feel like a million pounds,
my nose red and runny,
my stomach feels all twisted inside
and my head wont stop pounding.
yet the thing that hurts most is my heart.

im scared, how does one smile and say goodbye?

on the lighter note, the la county fair and meeting matthew machoney on thursday, date night friday, bonfire sunday.
i guess that will keep me going for this one, last, week.

 

DAMN, this is gonna be harder than i thought...

[	Current Mood	|	indifferent	]
[	Current Music	|	ben lee- "float on" (cover)	]

but i really dont want summer to end. everyone is going to start leaving for home/school again. 
i guess what im really trying to say is that i dont want him to leave. 

"who the hell does she think she is? we like invented her. she obviously doesn't know who she's messing with. i thought she was cool. we made her, we can fucking break her...i feel like regina from mean girls" - Amanda Eckenfelder

"you know you've like my best friend. if we never find mr. right by the time we're supposed to be getting married, we'll should just marry eachother. honestly im so glad i met you, you're really my best friend. " -Amanda again

LOVE THIS BITCH. 

[	Current Location	|	IN BED	]
[	Current Mood	|	exhausted	]
[	Current Music	|	mgmt "kids"	]

today was probably one of the most adventureous days... I woke up around 9ish and waited for amanda and brooke to come to my house. we then made a trip to the melrose trading post, where we all fell in love with the black lady who sells "flapper" type headbands. we all got one of course and searched through the rummage and made some good purchases. we shopped the entire flea market and decided to make our way to santa monica beach for a nice tanning sesh. while on our way to the beach we saw a rather large crowd. to our suprise it was the LA pride festival! being the rather adventurous type of girls we are, we had to make a stop only to drag the unwilling brooke along. so we parked and then walked the parade, covered ourselves in Gay propaganda, danced to some poppin tunes, and walked what seemed like forever. after seeing the most interesting people, we decided to head home. after beating the LA traffic, amanda and i come home to a rather frustrated mommy. to cheer her up we decide to make her a high class dinner of spaghetti, brean and salad. it was top of the line, trust me on that (we are now open for buisness... we will cook you dinner anytime. hit us up, we're good chefs). after dinner amanda suggests that we ride our bikes around the block, but then i make the smart idea of saying... hey LET'S GO TO THE BEACH! we then ask my dad that if we made it to beach if would he pick us up. he agrees and so we grab some towels and head on over to the beach. we made it up the miraculous edwards hill, and finally to the beach where we decided to go in the water. it wasnt too bad. so we get out and are attempting to dry off and i call my dad and he says, the game is only in the third quarter and that we should ride home. so we panic and call EVERYONE. she calls everyone, i call everyone. NO ONE can come and pick us up. some were getting layed, some were at the movies, some didnt have cars, some who did have cars were at work... so we sat. we sat in the freezing cold all wet. then finally someone responds!  he was the last person we expected to come and save our half naked, freezing cold, wet and tired butts (dont get us wrong, you know we love you). when our ride was coming to pick us up, of course by the way our luck was going, everyone starts calling to save us. so we leave the bikes and go home and then go back to get the bikes which dont even fit in the car so we shove them in and end up with bruises in places which shouldnt have bruises. it was just one of the typical days with veronica and amanda.